Monday, June 14, 2010

"...I'm the king (uh, queen) of this pity party with my jewel encrusted crown"

This entry is a rant, I am using it to vent. So if you would rather not read all my bitching, feel free to stop now.

There hasn't been much randomness on this blog and there should be, since after all it is called Rockstars and RANDOMNESS.

You know how in movies there is always the perfect sister. The beautiful one that everyone loves, the one who can do no wrong. Then there is her sister that everyone feels sorry for...because she isn't the perfect one? Yeah, well sometimes  a lot of the time I feel like I'm the un-perfect sister.

In high school my sister was the popular girl, the cheerleader. The girl every guy wanted.  I was kinda popular, because I am her sister. Also because I am the broken one. (If you don't know me, scroll down to past entries that include pictures and you'll see what I mean by broken.) In school when guys that I liked talked to me they would always talk about how hott my sister was/is, this always made me sad because I felt like they were using me to get to my sister. No one ever wanted to date me. I don't see why they would want to anyway. Cause nobody wants the broken one.

There was this guy in my grade that I had liked since I was little, I think it was since 2nd grade and I liked him up until about 10th or 11th grade.  That's when, guess what...he started dating my sister.  REALLY!?!?! Ugh, it was so unfair. The thing that pissed me off about it the most was that she knew how long/much I had liked him and she dated him anyway.

I am probably making my sister sound like a horrible person and she's not, she's the best sister anyone could ever ask for and I love her so much, it's just sometimes I wish I could live a life like hers for once.  Ok I think I am done venting/ranting now.


P.S. if you are wondering where I got the lyrics for this entry title, they are from "Polygraph, Right Now!" By: The Spill Canvas.

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